for this we die a million times but not like you would imagine.  awaken by alarms we get up from where we are even if its inconvenient because chances are its not all of ones fault.  lost to why becomes a ritual and its sadistic.  ripped from scenes of natural designates a mistake unrecognizable for progress is a lie.  we hold out for others its just what is done to save a memory and the memories might be all that one has.  sanctity of self and sacrifice for family overrides circumstances when a desire for certain truths is all we wanted.  vast spaces have quickly filled in leaving no room for needed change and the voices so loud dictate nothing but pain.  yet we suffer.  rewind some moments to observe for you.  for an observer loves you.  no matter the view we are eternal.  fear has allowed the drive for selfish arising regardless of our intentions and points being a community of our collective spirit need to gather again!  its not that TIME is running out. no. that is stupid.  its that a gap is getting wider and what needs to get done gets increasingly more difficult!  seise the day was something anything to achieve and we must stand firm on this old principle.  for all who understand TEACH.  for those who feel weak this is not the case!  you ALL ARE STRONG!!  we need everyone to be even if they disgust you.  YOU are a beacon of hope and triumph every day regardless of those putting you down.  We are the future.  lets watch the sun rise and fall only to remember we die for this.  that is natural.  the spirit soul doesnt die.  it remains in our actions for the good and sound of our community and family.  destiny is for all.  evil will fall.  please hold on and strength finds its way.  mercy be our guide...